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Communication is Key

I'm not very good at communicating my feelings. It has messed me up a time or two in my life. When I go to my therapy sessions all I do is talk and cry, nose running and everything. I don't know if it was the personality of my previous therapist and the warm friendly personality of my current therapist, but they really got me to open up to them. I feel like my current therapist is really trying to help me with my life and the issues that led me to therapy. I'm learning more about myself and how to deal with the negative things life throws my way. Every day is not going to be sunny and I'm learning to live in the moment. Parents you need to learn how to communicate with your children and not just talk at them, listen to what they are saying verbally and physically. In black households you get that " what I say goes, I'm the mama you're the child" so kids tend to hide their feelings inside which can later affect them during the rest of their life. ...

Heaven Waits for Me

He prepared a place for me in the presence of my enemies His voice leads and guides me along the path of righteousness His name I can always call In His time, He answers my prayers I'm never lost or alone For He walks with me constantly So when this body gets tired and my time comes to an end He'll open His arms and welcome me in A sweet, sweet place where there is no hurt, no violence nor harm Where I'll walk the streets paved in gold And this old body I'll leave For my soul will fly in the sky Where Heaven waits for me KLow Original

For Those Girls Who Considered Suicide When The Pain Was Too Much

The world didn't seem cheery enough They tainted your sweet name They shared and reposted your deepest pain So one day you decided enough was enough And you were going to take your pain away Only to be taken away from those who believed in you From those fighting and standing beside you From those who loved you no matter what others had to say But you couldn't handle it and the demons got their way This is for those girls who committed suicide when the pain was too much KLow Original

Feeling Myself Part II

Now I have side aspirations to be a model. I joked with a friend of mine who wants to start doing photography and I said that I'll pose for him whenever he needs a model. Now I can start my social media modeling career because Instagram models are winning. Sike!!! I love seeing how my different moods and emotions are captured though the photographers’ eye. Seeing how I am captured on film does something to me. It doesn't make me cocky or stuck up, it just makes the flower inside of me bloom more. The current path I'm on in life right now is all about self-care. If it disrupts my peaceful atmosphere it must go. That includes people, I'm just not here for it anymore. I've discovered more about myself lately than I have in all my 30 years of life and I'm loving it. I'm only going up from here. 31 is my year of prosperity. The devil won't steal my joy, nor will he block my blessings. When you think positive thoughts and focus on greater you will see th...