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Admitting defeat

When you look at the picture you see a smart, beautiful, kind, caring educated black woman. I see an exhausted and frustrated broken black woman. My bestfriend said it best when he said I sounded defeated because I was. You ask me what's gotten the best of me and I'll tell you life, and the only way you give up is to be 6 feet under. I'm not ready to go for I still have work to do here on earth. I had just left my therapy appointment and cried myself sick. I left feeling like nothing was better even though we covered a lot of ground and she gave me tips to work through this stage of life I had found myself in. I still felt broken because I have never felt this down and out before. I didn't know how or where to start to pick myself back up and that frustrated me even more. I told myself this too shall pass. Don't be afraid to admit defeat or ask for help. Even Jesus had 12 disciples watching His back. Remember, I LOVE YOU!!!

Nothing but Gratitude

Giving glory to God who is the head of my life. Your love & support exceeded my expectations on yesterday. I knew I was going to receive love & support because I try to extend love & support to all of mankind but y’all had me shedding tears all day. God grants me grace & mercy everyday so why can’t I do the exact same thing for my fellow brothers & sisters. I appreciate all of the kind words spoken to me & over my life. I didn’t get here by myself. God put all of you beautiful people in my life for a reason. You know I’m always here if you need an ear or shoulder to lean on. Remember I LOVE YOU!!! P.S. Because of your love & support my video has been viewed over 500 times. Plus my coming out blog has been viewed over 350 times. I pray it has helped & educated someone.

Have you had the Talk?

How many of you in your 30s can say your parent(s) sat you down and had “the bird & the bees talk” with you? If you are one of the lucky few, I applaud your parents. Not many parents know how to or feel comfortable talking to their kids about sex. They don’t know the right age to have the talk or they assume if they have the talk with you, you will want to start having sex. It is not an easy subject to address or you can never really know the right time to have it. But IT NEEDS TO BE HAD! With everything going on in the streets today it is better you teach your kids then they learn from their friends or strangers. In the black community we just get told you better not bring no baby home or you are going to be an adult your childhood will be over. Or when we come home with kids at young ages most parents try to play the baby off as theirs. This is teaching us nothing but how to lie and be deceitful. I applaud those who were teenage parents and made it work. To go against all o...

You Will Make It!

So I got a new job in another state. Daily I was experiencing every emotion known to mankind during my move. I had a few things to finish back home before I made my new move. We threw my grandmother a surprise 80th birthday party. Which we killed & she LOVED it!!! Then I had to go back & finish packing up my apartment. You never know how much stuff you have until it’s time to move. I donated so many items to less fortunate people I don’t know where all of those things had fit into my one bedroom. I was jumping through hoops to finish all of my requirements for my upcoming job. A background check, a drug screen, a physical you name it I had to complete it. My window of time was closing down I was stressed, nervous, scared, & excited. I was stressed because moving is stressful but moving to a new state is worse. Nervous because starting over always plays on your nerves. Scared because I was leaving my comfort zone. Excited for the new opportunities that awaited me in my...

Call His Name

Her eyes sparkled but the tears didn't fall Forever grateful because His love never failed me at all No matter where I am His name I can call I know He'll always be there when I fall He's buried deep down in my heart He's carried me a mighty long way So forever you'll see my gratefulness in my eyes, heart, and tumbling from my mouth Because He promised to never leave nor forsake me KLow Original