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You Will Make It!

So I got a new job in another state. Daily I was experiencing every emotion known to mankind during my move. I had a few things to finish back home before I made my new move. We threw my grandmother a surprise 80th birthday party. Which we killed & she LOVED it!!! Then I had to go back & finish packing up my apartment. You never know how much stuff you have until it’s time to move. I donated so many items to less fortunate people I don’t know where all of those things had fit into my one bedroom. I was jumping through hoops to finish all of my requirements for my upcoming job. A background check, a drug screen, a physical you name it I had to complete it. My window of time was closing down I was stressed, nervous, scared, & excited. I was stressed because moving is stressful but moving to a new state is worse. Nervous because starting over always plays on your nerves. Scared because I was leaving my comfort zone. Excited for the new opportunities that awaited me in my...

Unexpected Expectations

So, I had a conversation with a close friend of mine about how it hurts my feelings when I do things for others but they aren't there when I need them. Or how they do things that I feel go against our friendship. I made myself a promise from now on not to let the actions of others hurt my feelings. I'm going to be more in control of my feelings and how I let others actions affect me. A couple of days later my friend texted me saying she was tired of always doing for others but they were never available when she needed them. I totally understood where she was coming from. Sometimes we give so much of ourselves to others to the point when we need it, no one is there. It's tiring and draining. I sat down and analyzed this and it's just who we (my friend and I) are. Sometimes we give so much of ourselves to help those in need or those who can't help themselves even when we are in a place of needing help ourselves. In my time of meditation over this issue I decided...