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Communication is Key

I'm not very good at communicating my feelings. It has messed me up a time or two in my life. When I go to my therapy sessions all I do is talk and cry, nose running and everything. I don't know if it was the personality of my previous therapist and the warm friendly personality of my current therapist, but they really got me to open up to them. I feel like my current therapist is really trying to help me with my life and the issues that led me to therapy. I'm learning more about myself and how to deal with the negative things life throws my way. Every day is not going to be sunny and I'm learning to live in the moment. Parents you need to learn how to communicate with your children and not just talk at them, listen to what they are saying verbally and physically. In black households you get that " what I say goes, I'm the mama you're the child" so kids tend to hide their feelings inside which can later affect them during the rest of their life. ...

Heaven Waits for Me

He prepared a place for me in the presence of my enemies His voice leads and guides me along the path of righteousness His name I can always call In His time, He answers my prayers I'm never lost or alone For He walks with me constantly So when this body gets tired and my time comes to an end He'll open His arms and welcome me in A sweet, sweet place where there is no hurt, no violence nor harm Where I'll walk the streets paved in gold And this old body I'll leave For my soul will fly in the sky Where Heaven waits for me KLow Original

For Those Girls Who Considered Suicide When The Pain Was Too Much

The world didn't seem cheery enough They tainted your sweet name They shared and reposted your deepest pain So one day you decided enough was enough And you were going to take your pain away Only to be taken away from those who believed in you From those fighting and standing beside you From those who loved you no matter what others had to say But you couldn't handle it and the demons got their way This is for those girls who committed suicide when the pain was too much KLow Original

Feeling Myself Part II

Now I have side aspirations to be a model. I joked with a friend of mine who wants to start doing photography and I said that I'll pose for him whenever he needs a model. Now I can start my social media modeling career because Instagram models are winning. Sike!!! I love seeing how my different moods and emotions are captured though the photographers’ eye. Seeing how I am captured on film does something to me. It doesn't make me cocky or stuck up, it just makes the flower inside of me bloom more. The current path I'm on in life right now is all about self-care. If it disrupts my peaceful atmosphere it must go. That includes people, I'm just not here for it anymore. I've discovered more about myself lately than I have in all my 30 years of life and I'm loving it. I'm only going up from here. 31 is my year of prosperity. The devil won't steal my joy, nor will he block my blessings. When you think positive thoughts and focus on greater you will see th...

Who Are You?

From birth until you are maybe a pre-teen you are who your parents molded you to be. Starting around the ages of 11 and 12 you start to grow into your own person. Still holding on to those teachings of your parents or guardians, you also start to learn more about life and the type of person you want to be. So that still leaves the question of, do you know who you truly are? Fast forward to college and you learned even more new things about yourself. So you adopted some more new ways and let go of old ways. When life after college hit, you started to learn more new things as an adult that would either help or hinder your new stage of life. Then that dreadful day comes where you don't really realize who you are or who you want to be. You've been who your parents raised you to be, who your friends want you to be, and who your job determines you need to be to accurately perform the duties for your title. Lastly, who your significant other would like for you to be so your relation...

Call His Name

Her eyes sparkled but the tears didn't fall Forever grateful because His love never failed me at all No matter where I am His name I can call I know He'll always be there when I fall He's buried deep down in my heart He's carried me a mighty long way So forever you'll see my gratefulness in my eyes, heart, and tumbling from my mouth Because He promised to never leave nor forsake me KLow Original

Birthday 31 - Cruise

Birthday 31 started off fabulous because God allowed me to see a new day in my right mind with the activity of my limbs. I'm blessed beyond measure to be able to spend it with the people I love and the ones who love me back. My big sister and I celebrated it with our first cruise to the Bahamas. Neither of us had ever been to the Bahamas. We made some great new friendships on and off the ship. It's funny how the world is separated by 6 degrees. I met so many people from GA, FL, TN, and AL along with people from up north and other countries. We were all one big family thousands of miles from shore. Sometimes I ask God how am I so blessed but I thank Him for the people He has placed in my life whether for a reason or a season. I can never repay my sister for always being there and supporting me in all of my endeavors. She gives selflessly of her time and everything she does is done with love. I'm blessed to have met her back in 2006. I pray that I am half of a good sister t...